I have the most monster massive sinus headache today, which seems to just be constant lately. So much so I dreamed I had a brain tumor. Which I'm sure I don't. I wish I could be like Simone Weil with my sinus headaches, working tirelessly in the fields and arranging worker protests and writing crystalline fragments in my notebook, but instead I'm like Vivien(ne) Eliot. Although with the weird deer (one of my nicknames for Jean Genet, I also call him Jelinek, little deer, I call him so many things he doesn't probably know what the fuck his name is) it is impossible to be bedded, as I would like, to go out all Bronte, and I have to run around picking up after him and telling him not to chew everything, he has an especial taste for our vintage modern furniture, like the two wooden Eames chairs we got at the antique mall in Akron. I think perhaps I'm allergic to the dog. Anyway. I'm allergic to work today. I was thinking of books I want to read in the future, that I want to buy, so here's the most banal post ever, here are the books I want to read, buy, that I have been reading about. If I had a book review I would assign these to be reviewed, I haven't read them reviewed most places. Does anyone want to design my book review? Like very professionally? I probably need that first.
Body Sweats, the "Uncensored Writings of Elsa von Freytag-Loringhoven" (MIT Press)
who I actually write about in detail in Heroines, imagining if she lived in Ohio like I was at the time (blah, blah, blah, me, blah blah blah)
Soulstorm by Clarice Lispector, a collection (New Directions)
I need to totally get into more Clarice Lispector, I mean Hour of the Star is a major
inspiration for me, as well as her cronicas, but I need to get more deeply into the oeuvre of Clarice L. New Directions is publishing new translations of her work in the spring. I emailed Bookforum and said I would do like a long essay on Lispector's work, but they never got back to me. I would still like to, just to read and thoughtfully consider, which I guess I can do anyway. The process of essaying helps sometimes. I knew a boy in grad school who later became a Lispector scholar, and we were intense intimates for a while, even sleeping in the same bed, without sex. I think the biggest Lispector scholar, or one of the biggest, is here at UNC-Chapel Hill actually. Anyway. Jackie Wang told me I should read this, along with Barbara Comyn, who is also on my list.
I really want to read this, and the author is a professor of ethics and women's studies at Duke. By the way, my puppy totally has pica. He's obsessed with chewing on wheels and anything metal. It's bizarre.
This is a bad image. Sorry. It's called Scenes of Seduction, about prostitution and hysteria in 19th century France. I've read some of it, her chapter on Hersilie Rouy, which is fucking fantastic. I'm really interested in sentimental portraits of prostitutes in the 19th century.





new lispector translations...exciting! i've read everything by lispector that has been translated into english except the novel that she wrote when she was 22 (near to the wild heart, which i checked out from the library but had to return before i got around to reading it). i hope somebody translates her children's books.
ReplyDeleteyou should read clarice lispector's "the apple in the dark"! I think it's out of print, but it's incredible...strange amazing dream world writing
ReplyDeleteHiya Kate. Am currently reading Helene Cixous again, who mentions Lispector also, then I've read your mentions here, & Jackie's Lispector quote on her tumblr - very serendipitous. Will have to read her, pronto.
ReplyDeleteJust to say that your blog is bang on form right now, I'm loving it. Does it have to grow up tho? I love its curious-reach, its playful messy-ness. That's what happens in the sand pit: detritus between the toes.
Without getting too serious, I think frances farmer is an essential component of the exploration into new modes of investigation. I'm calling this new form 'The Messay.' Which is an essay with Tourettes.
(ps: I'm missing Supernumerary & Repat Blues, the main two places I commented on in the web, so you might find me turning up here to comment occassionaly.)
Hope you well
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The Messay. Oh my god I fucking love it.
ReplyDeleteI too miss Roz Ito and Repat Blues' blogs. I think we can convince Repat Blues to blog again. If we all tell her how much we miss her and love her. And something tells me Roz might resurrect on the Internet again, someday, in some form. Her project was so intriguingly and wonderfully about examining the author-function, the blog-function, etc.
I have an intense love affair of ambivalence with my own blog. If I did a bookreview I might still do the blog.
Clarice Lispector - yes - I discovered her through Cixous too. My favorite is Hour of the Star, which Green Girl was majorly inspired by.